After over a year away from the blogosphere (do people still say that?)… I’m back!
This time to bigger and better things.
I have some really exciting stuff up my sleeve which will be revealed over the coming months.
The first thing I can reveal is that my blog has a NEW HOME.
You can find me over at learncreatedo.com
A whole new blog, a fresh start, a new me.
So pop on over and check it out!
Have a fab day and see you soon
I’m not talking about the bugle call, although it could be fitting.
I have decided that after roughly two and a half years I am calling it quits.
I will no longer be blogging.
I am closing my Learn Create Do Twitter and Facebook accounts.
There are a number of reasons why but the prettiest of them is Time.
I simply do not have the time to blog as well as work, create, care for my home and family, and care for myself.
And since my blog’s motto is “Making time for me … and my Family” I thought this was the first place I could make that extra time.
Before I go I want to say a heartfelt “thank you” to all who followed, read, commented and liked my small place on the interweb.
Now to get up the courage to push that publish button…. one, two, three…
Over and out,
and more crap.
I kinda thought things were going ok… in my head.
It wasn’t as fuzzy and buzzy as it had been in the past so I thought my combo of meds must be working.
But!… I’m still having major anxiety issues and a meltdown in late December that had a number of people very concerned about me – people that don’t know about my ‘condition’.
I can feel myself slipping down again.
Result – a change in meds.
It’s not helping that the one I’m coming off is for controlling my mood and depression.
I’m freaking out about starting a new med as you never know how you’ll react to it….or how you’ll react coming off the old one.
Coming off Zoloft nearly killed me.
I’ve started decreasing my dose and I’m already feeling the effects.
This is not fun.
I don’t want to do anything.
I really cannot see any end to this mess in my head.
I am losing my memory. I’m getting told every day how bad it is.
Sometimes I wonder if I am or that they just can’t remember if they told me something or not. Are they deliberately making me feel like I’m going mad?
I don’t know what to believe.
Will I ever be normal?… what is normal?
Anyway I must get back to putting a smile on my face and pretend everything is fine. For their sake.